Nothing Official About it..................

At last the jinx broke....i flew to Vizag(official trip though) but as i said there was nothing official about it......as usual after my night out on Saturday which ended on 1 am in the morning I was left with three hours of good sleep before i leave for my official trip....As usual the night out took a toll on me and i dragged my sorry butt to  the airport late as usual with everybody waiting for me as i had the e tickets.......felt important for that moment as i have successfully held up the AGM of a Bank.......i tried to bring myself back to senses but the coffee in the airport didn't help......They dont even serve good coffee nowadays..... but something else did...... as i boarded the 50 sitter i was greeted with the plastic smile but the plastic smile had something in it and i was back on track........it worked wonders..it kept me awake for the rest of the flight....many a times i had the urge to ask for assistance and the red button allured me  to do so, I restricted myself from doing so........ Anyways i plugged my i pod in my ears and concentrated on the songs as my colleague was continuously bickering about something..... i was bored..........at last i could see the sea and i know i was there......the beautiful city VIZAG.............the hills, the sea and the city everything so perfect.......an Utopian Dream.... the city is so beautiful that i cant describe....the 50 sitter landed into the small airport and it took us ten minutes to get out the airport...small airport indeed.......bid those plastic smiles good bye as i set out for our journey to the factory in the outskirts of vizag.....a city enveloped by hills and water......the whole city is carved out from the hills and the process is still on....we reached the factory........let me cut the chase and bring myself to a point where i would like to talk more about the myself than about the nuances of this whole trip........
i got few moments to walk into the beach and though it was for a few minutes i felt good.....the salty smell, the soothing breeze, the roaring waves infused life into me.....i was elated.....overjoyed that my desires come true in a very uncanny way........what was supposed to be an official trip turned out to something else....a taste of freedom....those few moments i would cherish for my lifetime....... as the 50 sitter jerked off from the runaway i fell asleep .........my body too tired of the hectic schedule but I slept like a baby after a long time....with no regrets, no pain, no grudges............... I was at peace with myself AT LAST.........

I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed

I've been lonely for so long

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away

Just in case I ever need them again someday

I've been setting aside time

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction

And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way I feel

I need inspiration

Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do

And if you help me to start again

You know that I'll be there for you in the end